excerpt #1

When you forget what you're doing, when you forgot how it goes.

That's what reminds you that you're

getting older, it

can't outweigh the pain of growing up where

just when you have, had enough is when it

keeps on getting tougher for, you and for me.

No longer kids, no more ignoring risks.

Not like when we were breaking sticks off of trees, ripping off all the leaves.

Time of our lives on

warm summer nights when

time drifted by like a bag in the wind.

Hadn't heard of such a thing.

Didn't know it existed, didn't know it was a curse.

Didn't know it would make our lives much worse as we

got older and we, broke our bones making,

so-called friends that really, broke our souls, and we

started feeling shitty about every little thing,

screaming it was all our fault, not blaming anything

but ourselves.

We went through hell.

We go through hell.

We're going through hell.

But we might as well.

So what the hell?