Every day
When I go to school
It's always
T H E R E
That thought in the back of my mind
Wondering
Imagining
Fearing
What
Y O U
Could do.
My mind wonders to you
When I am
Zoning out
In the middle of class
Fearing what you might say
That could deepen the wound
You already made.
Over the course of three
Y E A R S
The wound on my heart that's healed a thousand times.
And yet is still scared
Because
Of
Y O U.
Even if you haven't done anything in a while
Doesn't mean you could never scar me again.
I reach my limit from time to time.
whether it be at school or at home.
I reach the limit of what my brain can handle.
All of the noise of life becomes too much and I need to take a break.
I need to turn my ears off.
I am a thinker.
I think about big problems in the world and how to fix them.
Like climate change, evolution, the state of humanity as of now.
I write stuff down, half-finished thoughts scribbled, or typed on the page.
I am 15, that's young.
I have just started high school and am experiencing a lot of firsts right now.
Yet at the same time some days feel weird.
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