glowstick


crack me soul open like a glowstick. 

shake me up until i glow.

but eventually i'll die out

and you'll replace me

with something prettier 

better

newer

or maybe you'll cut me open

to see what's on the inside.

or you'll leave me lying around in your room

chewing on my plastic until you get bored

and throw me

away.

 

TheDemiDevil

MD

14 years old

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    one stick

    one swipe 

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    my adulthood

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    take note of everything I say

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    my femininity washes over me

    and a guilty realization sets in

    I get to play both parts in my head

    man and woman

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    to be devoid of feeling is to loose your humanity

    your identity

    your self, and sense of self.

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