grumpy

i'm not grumpy

i'm always happy

you say i seem grumpy on bad days

and thats why its called a bad day.

its always me

and never you

why is it always my fault but never yours?

you tug at my sweater sleeve begging me to stay

but i get dragged along every day

by you

its not my problem

i don't need to change.

i don't need to change for you.

i'm me and thats true.

i seem grumpy but thats because of you.

i never wanted to change but i was forced to.

i do all this just to stay friends with you

its such an ugly fear

an ugly fear of losing someone like you