Her :(

Each time you see her

Someone else takes your place

And I no longer matter

Her and I used to be friends

But then

She said she was

going to drop me

As it I am am item to be

Discarded

When I can be of use

To her

I am there

But when I can not be helpful

She doesn't care

And spreads rumors and lies

Why can't you see

That I care for you

I love being your friend

But if this goes on

I am going to have to say goodbye

I am not clingy

I just want my friend back

You and I

We can understand what a panic attack is

And how it can feel like dyeing

I can be my full self

Tears

To much energy

Crazy ideas

Quietness

And more

Except when you're with

Her

Our friend group

Is quite large

We would sometimes

Do things with just

A couple of us

So when I wasn't

Going to hang out

With you and her

When I was going

Be with only 2 people

From our group

I thought it would be ok

You would do things separately

With her

But no

She had to

Plan something with you

Rub it in my face

Smear it all over

And when we were

All going to meet up

You left with her

I am so tired

Of trying to figure

Who you're gonna be today

I like the real you

I miss it a lot

Please stop believing

The rumors

Please stop believing her