Hiding mayhem

You push my feelings aside,

so they try to hide. 

 

But I already know you will see them,

my heart is full of mayhem.

 

Maybe it was my fault,

but the rejection on my heart was assault.

 

Because you no longer love me,

and you're the only one I want.

 

So I will stay alone,

because you're the only one meant to fill my soul.

C-L-S

VT

17 years old

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