I bleed in writing

there’s this gaping hole

            in my heart

yet they never noticed I was

                        bleeding.

my heart bleeds

a mess of jumbled-up

     sentences.

 

they tell me this

            sadness is

temporary

yet I see it in their eyes

 

            the

concern

            as the therapist asks me about the past four years

as my heart bleeds

a mess of jumbled-up

            sentences.

more medication, she says

as if chemicals and logic can cure

emotions

as if a pill can stop the bleeding

 

my heart bleeds

a mess of jumbled-up

     sentences.

no words

can explain

my pain.

 

-Lucy 

Lulu_D

TX

14 years old

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