I Can't Write

I can't write
nothing seems
inspirational anymore
there is only
sadness left
there are few smiles
and moments
that seem to light me up
like they used to
nothing is happy
its just a feeling
of dread
of what might happen
next
I can't write anymore
each word seems
meaningless
like it will never
make a difference
in peoples lives
so I've disappeared
in the world
if isolation
and being
alone
I used to be able
to write
about the smallest pieces
of joy 
but now
nothing is left.