its hard to tell
if i want to date her
or be her
its hard to tell
if i want to date him
or be him
who am i?
i keep myself the same
because im afraid if i change
i will lose you
and you
and all the people im
so lucky to have in my life
ive been brainwashed
im too weird already
if i change myself
will i fall into myself
or fall even further away
please ask me
ill talk
but i dont know
how to bring it up to you
i dont know if
it feels right yet
maybe if i say it out loud i will
ask me who i am.
tell me that i am
not okay
i mean
am i valid enough
to be labeled
to be put in a jar
of "sick" kids
i dont know if im sick
i know somethings wrong
but ive been told my
i love spring
anyone who knows me knows that
i love how the butterflies swarm me
and the pixies make you cough
and how you can taste summer
in the sweet honeydew maple air
on the other side of autumn
breathing in
breathing out
i have a dream
for myself
when im double my age
anxiety still choking me
making it hard to breathe
on my own now
maybe a lover
maybe not
an actor
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