I Don’t Like Thinking

“Stay away,” they’ll say

“She doesn’t think right,”

“She has horrible visions,

incomprehensible to the mind.”

She is disorder

She is me

A single thought blossoms

into sweet insanity

A moment you can’t make

a feeling you can’t shake

I am the monster

they tell you is fake

I am the apathy

leftover from hate

I’m what they hate

that’s what they’ll say

Do you remember the time

that you and I

spent in front of the TV?

We watched Disney cartoons

and the world around us

stopped.

I remember 

when nothing else mattered

and we could just be.