I want to

I'm a poet,

I'm a writer,

I'm a sister.

I'm outrageous,

I'm silly, 

I'm weird.

I'm also not special

I'm not better

or the best

But I want to be.

I want to be special, 

I want to be better, 

I want to be the best.

I want to be a better writer,

I want to be recognized as somebody that's especially good at something.

I want people to think of me as the best of the best.

And I'm not any of those things yet.

But I want to be.

After all, that's why I'm here.