- let me search
- spread across the earth like a wave of miraculous light
- let me search
- where movement makes undeniable sense
- where psychedelic circles vibrate like chimes
- let me search
- where my anger begins and if it ever ends
- why did my anger spiral out of the grass and the carpet
- copious whys
- let me search
- I feel. I should just feel
- let it happen, hopefully, eternally
- myself included in the kaleidoscopes
- duplicate, triple, quadruple, infinite
- let me search
- close the eyes; all three appearing on the dilated faces
- open the eyes, be them and be inside and be convexed and be propelled
- closer, close the eyes and absorb into the body, the earthly vessel
- when I close my eyes, I should feel
- feel openly as if I should have always been welcomed
- let me search
- always let me be such as this
- always let them be, such as they are
- always let strength be, such as the muscly aura
- always let smile be, fluoric and deer pupiled
- always let rubble be, embracing the skin left behind
- always let search be, willfully open the arms, and release the lovely transfusing blood absorbed into the surrounding particles of air
- let me search and search and search
Let Me Search
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With My Mother in My Chest. My Chest
Eight AM, I wake in my father’s home with my mother in my chest.
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To Relive or to Remember
There was a vacant bathroom outside the church park.
I crawl in beat, destitute, feeding off the radiant waves.
I stare into a warped mirror punched by drunken twilight boys, -
In Knowing You, For But a Moment
On the porch, with grooves of woven twine
embedded into the underbelly of my thighs,
I sit and listen intently for you. My ears perked,
with unruly fire-streaked hair tucked behind them,
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