A Mess of Jumbled-Up Sentences

Everything’s blurry 

But I can’t stop writing 

If I take my pen off the paper I’ll break, 

I’ll shatter

I stop writing my heart will bleed rivers of words,

Words I can never say aloud

 

And the tears fall but I must pretend 

Or else I’ll be the same broken girl I was 

On March 16th 2020 

Nothing gets better 

Nothing gets better

It won’t ever get better 

Will it ever get better 

Will I ever be okay again

 

- Lucy

Lulu_D

TX

14 years old

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