Mi corazón ha formado un muro

I’m scared of love 

Really, I am 

I don’t know how to love 

All I know is how to defend 

Defend my heart

My peace 

My life 

 

“You’re controlling.” 

Thank you 

You were abusive.” 

Okay 

“F##k you.” 

You too. 

 

Now that I’m “controlling” I don’t tell people how I feel when I’m upset 

Now that I’m “abusive” I don’t act upon anything when I feel threatened 

I wasn’t that horrible… 

You drove me to it 

You’re the one to blame 

 

“Mi corazón ha formado un muro” 

My heart has formed a wall 

 

I don’t know how I can love again after you 

 

But I know how I can heal from you 

Maybe I can learn to love without you too. 

ezzy.66

VT

13 years old

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