Filled with raucous noise
from more than just one voice,
symphonies blaring in my head
and they never seem to end.
My state is in the negatives
from the emotion that peruses me.
How can I achieve my motives
when my soul is undersea?
Even the smallest thought presses down so heavily,
and I feel very restless and heavy.
Please, why can't I just be?
Tired.
worn out.
Stuck in daydreams,
so checked out.
It's been like this for months.
and getting worse in bumps and grunts.
the summer heat, it floods my mind
People see me run
towards the sun
but they don't see
what I’m running from.
I chase one high after another,
picking up the pace to outpace the monster
but when dusk comes
Technically, I’m an immigrant;
I wasn't born here.
Technically, I’m too young,
just shy of a year.
Technically, I’m inexperienced,
barely know the rudiments.
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