Someone new is trying to hold me,
it's so foreign,
they are trying to take your place it seems,
but I think that's exactly what I need,
to look beyond this misery.
I feel confused,
am I happy?
Am I sad?
All I wanted was to become your family.
It seems that won't happen,
I clean up my spilled mess of emotions with napkins,
but they leak through,
Now I'm forced to paint this default smile back on again.
He says he's mine,
but am I really his?
Should I push these feelings aside and let him in?
Is their some kind of line that decides if I'm his?
Is this right?
do we really fit?
I fall in love with people,
leaving pieces of me behind.
Belonging to a heart that's rightfully mine,
but it doesn't matter because they can give them back and they still won't fit back inside.
I take the pain you left me with,
and make it into art.
The only thing left of me,
is this ugly scar.
I've put a noose around my heart,
It's trying to restart,
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