Oceans Love

God, I thought I was in too deep… 

It was just an attachment, but I wish it wasn’t something that cheap

I said it would take me months,

Months for feelings to develop 

Months for me to swell up, and get up, out of bed to even reciprocate that feeling of wanting more 

Wanting to be there at your door 

Waiting

Watching 

Listening to every little thing you say… 

But my, I was too stupid 

I thought I did love you, I truly did 

I made myself believe I can finally live 

Live like this happy little kid 

It was only a week, probably more and I’m still sore 

Sore from all the talk, all the “I love you”’s that probably weren’t even true 

Probably weren’t even in review because nothing grew 

Love, care, comfort 

Nothing. 

And I’m so sick and tired of waiting for my someone, someone just as pretty as the last, or the current 

Someone who won’t leave me on read

Someone who won’t leave me on delivered 

But my, the ways I have to take just to finally not break