second place

wonder what it feels like

to be the best

can only dream of

laughing at my mistakes

the way she does

at her own

knowing she’s still

number one

makes it look

effortless at fifty

percent while my

one hundred

comes with 

                           errors

                                             blunders

                                                                     flaws

                                                                     
wonder what it’s like

to be chosen over her