stop, don’t eat that (TW binge/over eating?)

Snack time.
 

This fundamental part of life should be easy. Just grab something and go. But don't run away, that's means your hiding something.
 

Ashamed to eat? No way. Not me. I looked it up. I'm at low risk of an eating disorder!

So it's fine. Just grab the....grapes. Well...I want something salty. But my period...I should eat the crackers. They taste good. Just 5, right?

Ugh. I ran out already?

I'll just get a few more. And grapes too! They taste weirdly good together.

But...I really don't want to wash grapes...just some more crackers!

How are they already gone!? I took 10! 

fine, I'll take the whole TUBE.

yum. these are really good.

oh...i should exercise this off at some point. How many grams of salt have I taken in? 


....

oh.

that's more than I wanted. 


No. I didnt get more crackers, mom! I'm not lying. 


okay fine. I was hungry...

I'm not trying to cause trouble.

if I tell you how I feel you won't take me seriously..

...

I need to shut up 

I don't want a therapist. No, I'm fine. Everything's fine. No meetings, no asylum, no nothing.

i don't need help, we're too busy and not enough time.

well now i'm crying.

wow, these tears taste salty.

salt. i need salt....for my period. Ugh, bad cravings.

I should grab a few more crackers. 

TheDemiDevil

MD

16 years old

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