Time Blindness That Creates Sleepless Nights

I can’t sleep 

I’ve been staying up past my time for days 

10 PM  

10:30 PM

Jumps to 11:30 in the blink of an eye 

I look at the clock again, 12:41 AM

Rubbing my eyes, I look again 

1:56 AM 

I’m losing so many hours I could be closing my eyes to dream of her so that I can do what exactly,   

School work? 

Cure my boredom? 
Talk to friends? 

Watch movies? 

 

What is it, why do I torture myself? 

Do I enjoy this feeling? 


I’m making myself sick 

I can’t continue like this 

I’m just not tired… 
I tell myself 

Yes, you are.