That Was It (Part One)

Everything’s blurry 

But I can’t stop writing 

If I take my pen off the paper I’ll break, 

I’ll shatter

I stop writing my heart will bleed rivers of words,

Words I can never say aloud

It’s been so long

Since I’ve seen your face

That I’m starting to forget

The color of your eyes

And the way you smile

But I’ll always remember

The way you cared

The leaves fall

When I first met you

I never thought you’d become this important to me

Yet now I find myself 

Wishing you never had to leave

There was a quote I read in a book a few years ago