You Wish

You wish I'd give in

You wish I'd give up.

You'd wish I'd stop fighting

For me and for us.

You wish I'd stop arguing

Stop pointing fingers

You wish I'd quit blaming

But my fire, it lingers.

Everlasting blaze

Inferno so wild

Welcome to my heart

Where nothing is mild.

Crazy reactions

Blown up like a storm

Reactivity and festivity

And happiness and scorn.

You wish I'd leave you alone

You wish I'd go away.

But how can you say

The things that you say?

I'll never stop fighting

I'll never give up.

You'll never win

You'll keep screwing up.

You wish you hadn't hurt me

Because of what I've done.

You wish you could scare me

Just for fun.

You wish me no pleasantries

You wish me no opportunities.

You wish I weren't so good at this

You wish, you wish, you wish.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

More by QueenBee

  • The Summer of You

    I step outside.

    Haven’t been out here in a while;

    I prefer the solitude of my room,

    With my clutter and junk

    Reminding me of this year

    Who I am

    What time of my life I’m in.

    Outside,

  • Choices

    It's a choice, every day.

    It's a choice to love someone

    To reach out your hand

    To open your heart

    And it's a choice to keep loving them

    Through thick and thin.

    It's a choice to stop.

  • Me, Myself and I

    I feel completely

    Lost

    Alone

    By

    Myself here.

    No company

    Could fix this.

    Drowning in my own emotion,

    Melting in the not-yet-summer heat.

    I can't think straight,

    Can't be