Little Secrets

a small
metel box
sits inside
my heart
it stays locked
for I have thrown
the key away
I do not want to open
this little trove
of awful secrets
and thoughts
for I am afraid
if I do
I will fall
into the awful world
of loneliness
and feel isolated
from everything
I love
for this little box
carries all the little
secrets and thoughts
that I have shoved away
it carries emotions
mixed ones
like sadness and betrayel
mixed up
and thoughts
that make me lay away
at night
wondering if they are true
So I lock them up
and if anyone finds them...