Blue Bear

you asked me today
why i was so upset about you leaving
again
and everyone thinks 
that it's not a big deal
because it's not like you're here now
you've been gone for years

and i've missed you for years

i don't know what you see in me.
i was nice to you, but not out of the ordinary.
i care about you, because you're my teammate. 

i'm screaming underwater
drowning
while they all watch from the shore
standing
motionless

how are we here again?




 

*mario kart*ghosts*chocolate milk*pie*chili soup*drones*climbing trees*strawberry milk*crayfish*hotdogs*cheeze it’s*santa cruz*club soda*snow*goodrs*rock climbing*creeks*boulder caves*hot cheetos*grapes*haribo*mexican restaurants*quilts*hotels*pi

i never knew
that you loved me as much as i love you

i never knew
that you missed me too

i never knew
that you're actually more

i get to see you again
in a week and half

just for the night

we'll run together when you get out of school
and then go swimming,
and pretend to go to bed