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feel something
look into your soul
find nothing
empty
a stone statue of solace
think
push through the fog
this should be easy
you should try harder -
grieving my youth
i used to be so hopeful
so ambitious
i was a bright child
bright future
inevitable success
somewhere along
this
time worn trail -
multidimensional solace
i know
i'm rooted
an insignificant dot
a speck in the timeline
of the cosmos
but the pain i feel
transcends reality
there has to be a plan
fate
if no one will -
vertigo
I see your brown eyes and
my head spins
are you smiling?
or filled with disdain?
do you smile at my messages?
or brush them away?
am I just a
distraction?
I know there's more to life
than you -
evisceration of a prom queen
she fades away as fast as she appeared
no one mourns the living
the barely alive
her
worth
is defined by
her face
the same face that contorts into silent screams
when no one is looking
caring -
you
you fill my heart with a beautiful pain
hope and despair mingle into a tangle of raw emotions
you set my logic a flame
i cannot compute you
i look over my shoulder
i look at you