Amelia_v

I hate that you have some sort of power over me

Not the love of your life

Not even sure you call me a friend

You have me crying every night 

Wondering what I should change

Would you love me 

sweat rolling down my back,

ice cold once it meets frozen peas,

pressed on my lower back,

water ring on the wooden table,

seltzer chilly and fresh,

computer complaining about the heat,

i hold my breath 

count to 20

maybe if i pretend nothing is wrong 

the tears won't fall

i squeeze my body small

maybe if i get tiny

no one will see me break apart

I love the way I can hear the trees breathe if I listen hard enough

I love sunshine after a cloudy day

I love hiking through mountains that touch the clouds

I love the way the ocean sounds at night

I'm counting down to summer again

I'm dreaming about rivers and climbing trees

I'm hating this heat till I reach the shade

I'm planning my birthday and starting a wishlist