C-L-S

That ship has already sailed he told me,

I wish there was an anchor on that ship.

I miss you so much it's making me sick,

I really need to get a grip.

It's been over a year,

I got these bones in my closet,

too bad I forgot to lock it.

You will soon find,

all the darkness that's hidden inside.

I have too much to hide,

it'll seep through the cracks,

You and me have something only I can see,

I have realized it's slowly killing me.

I love you can't you tell?

you're the one that I fell for,

but when I did,

That ship has already sailed he told me,

like I didn't remember he didn't want me.

But I remember quiet clearly that I'm the one he doesn't love,

what hurts me is that I'm still in love with him.

I love you,

I lost you,

I have a really hard time moving beyond you.

But it's okay because you're happier without me,

and I still have our memories,

that should be enough to get me through eternity.

You push my feelings aside,

so they try to hide. 

But I already know you will see them,

my heart is full of mayhem.

Maybe it was my fault,

but the rejection on my heart was assault.