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I picked out a dress

It was cute

With little bows on the straps

I felt good in it

Apparently

It wasn’t appropriate 

Because 

I grew up in a world that taught me I should be "Ladylike"

My grandparents tell me "Well that's not very ladylike."

My parents say, "Why do you act like that."

What is ladylike?

Dear best friend, I never thought about losing you. I always thought you would be here. 

It came too close that time. 

Please understand I am begging you here. It scared me. It still scares me.