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What If I Lose You Today?
I still think about the way things were back then
With the unpredictable fear of tomorrow
It still haunts me
Like a ghost I can never rid myself of
I wish I had done more
I know I could’ve done more
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Our Story
Our story always ends the same
No matter how many pages I turn
In the end
I’m the friend in need
And you’re the main character, always having to help me
I try to rip the pages out
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Poem 260
I saw you today
For the first time in months
It feels like I haven’t seen you in ages
I used to hope
We stayed apart
Never faltering too close to one another
But as I look into your eyes
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Yours Again
When I looked into your eyes
The memories came in waves
Drowning out all our flaws
For a moment
I forgot my resentment
And became yours again.
-Lucy
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We Were Meant To Be Broken
Blood is never beautiful
Yet we were made to bleed
Hearts were meant for breaking
Eyes were made for crying
Hands were made for hurting
We were meant to break
Loves
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Queer
My body is a revelation
Unseen and unspoken
My body is a revolution
You will see I’m unbroken
My conscious is power
As I breathe, I fight
My conscience is power
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I Cry
I cry because my love could lose her livelihood for loving me and yet she loves
I cry because to live is a gift I thought was a curse and now I refuse to die
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learned defeat
sewing soft stitches in unnerved unsteady lines
still new at old practices, still young as the thread winds
around a needle’s head, through the almost-fabric like
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Bittersweetness in the Air
at the beginning of the end
you went to shake my hand
i followed it with an embrace
for i could not face
what i knew would come
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in the darkness of my night i pray for you
i think of you every night
as the calmness of the dark
washes over me
comforting me
as i pray that i'll see you again