meandpaul

I still dream about that year. 
I still can remember everything there: 
The sight, sound, smell, everything. 

With every year that goes past, 
I hold the memories closer and closer to my heart. 

Deep in my heart,
I still wonder what went wrong. 

Somewhere along the way, 
Everything fell. 

Every day something falls, 
But these days I can't seem to build it back up. 

I wish I wasn't born like this,
As if my life depends on the time, 
I can't wait or it'll be too late. 

I look at myself and feel the same disgust,
As all those years ago.

Who am I 

What do I believe is true 

Who am I 

When I see the truth 

What do I believe 

In my heart, I'll turn back the time. 
I'll see you again, but not in my dreams 
I'll relive each moment when I wished for more
But will something change this time?

Sorry stopped meaning something the last ten times you said it 

“I’m Sorry”

You said, yet the meaning wasn’t there