ninestars

I’ve only seen the snow once in my life, when we took a family trip to Lake Tahoe.

Whispers of warmth drifting through the air,

The security of being understood,

Such a great feeling,

If only it weren’t so fleeting.

Gentle laughs and puppy kisses,

Light squeezes of a hand,

I can’t tell what’s heavier on my shoulders 

The weight of my backpack 

Or the weight of the expectations

I don’t know what’s harder

Falling asleep at night

I miss you more than 
I loved you. Still, I love you
 –less than I feared you.