There's a moment

There's a moment in my mind

A calm before the storm

The part of the song where we all fly

Before plunging down to darkness.

 

There's a moment when I can feel my blood

Pounding through every part of me 

To the tune of my heart.

There's a moment when the storm in my body

Cascades around my thoughts

And I am gone.

 

There's a moment I can feel

Where I have truly been lost

Where upon new hopelessness,

I do not cry.

I rebuild.

I strengthen.

My eyes are charged with lightning

My steps sink into the earth

As the wind catches my hair and whips my head up.

 

I will not change for you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

I will not beg for you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

I will not give in to you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

It doesn't matter if it's an act

If I don't get hurt.

There's a moment

Where I am my anger.

There's a moment

Where I have lost my outlet

And so I run.

 

There's a moment

Where I forget to care

And it feels so freeing.

The moment steals me

But I do not fight it.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

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