QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • Contrasting

    I have people who will hold me 

    Love me

    Splash me in sparkles and giggles and emails

    And I have people who will hurt me

    Snark

    Sarcasm

    Never really laughing

    Never really there

  • Take me away

    Just take me away from here

    Whisper stories of starlight and fire

    Water scrambling over rocks

    Iron in my eyes

    Just take me away from here

    To a fantasyland where it's us

    Just us

  • The thoughts I'd say

    You

    Don't get it

    Don't get me

    Where did the magic go?

    I literally do have to be the best

    You can't see outside your own opinions

    And I'm a hypocrite

    Following a faulty compass but

  • Heaven

    Leaning into you

    I guess I

    Couldn't resist

    I was tired

    It was instinct

    Can I really fight instinct

    When it's leading me to you?

    The soft flutter of butterfly wings against

    My skin

Loves

  • Stargazing

    Is it so wrong for you to look at me?

    Is it so bad to smile my way?

    You act like I'm untouchable, a flea,

    But yet you kiss me whispers and my hair you play. 

     

  • "i'm fine"

    i'm fine

    i'm staring at nothing
    thinking about everything
    exhausted and hurt from the words that slipped off their tongues,
    "you okay?" they ask without wanting to know the answer.

  • Grow up, not grow old

    They say I'm too young to know what love is,

    Too quick to believe in forever and kisses. 

    They roll their eyes when I speak from my chest, 

    As if my heart's too small to feel this mess. 

  • That Ride

    I fell asleep,

    in your lap,

    my head on your leg,

    It wasn't one those deep sleeps,

    It was the kind when you still hear and feel everything but you are indeed,

    asleep.