QueenBee

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

Posts

  • Envelope

    My science teacher accused me

    playfully and yet fiercely

    of stealing an envelope

    I had been threatening to peel the cover strip off of the sticky part

    so it glues together

    because it was just so tempting.

  • I believe

    I believe in America and I believe in who we could be

    but I don't believe in who we are.

    It's so easy to give up and let them reign.

    I am.

    I'm scared to stand up or say things and I haven't before,

    and I won't.

  • True love

    True love.

    Love that's true.

    Love you know

    in your heart

    is you and another person.

     

    I guess I like to think I'm in love

    I never really know.

  • Stay

    I saw a photo of our band from last year

    our Wind Ensemble

    the intern we all fell in love with

    the conductor we adore

    everyone was together

    and I just...

    gah.

    I wanted to yell STAY

Loves

  • Pretty

    Pretty. 
    A word I have been called a few times. 
    But why can’t I see it? Why do I look at others and think they’re beautiful. 
    Why can’t I see myself the same way? 

  • Golden Years, Falling Tears

    I always thought it would be like the movies

    Beach trips and ice cream

    Field trips and cheering on sports teams

    Late nights with fairy lights

    My first kiss

    That feeling of bliss

    It’s not

  • Her Post

    I loved her post

    Clicked that red heart button

    That broke more hearts than it mended

    I saw the picture that she edited nonstop

    That she filtered

    Until that girl on the screen wasn’t 

    Her

    At

  • thresholds

    take me out.

    knock me over the head with a baseball bat and drag my unconscious form

    beneath the shadowed wall. into a wardrobe. a hobbit hole.

    wherever you can think to put me, do so. i want out.

    i want to make my mark