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The thing is
The thing is,
I can't get over it.
It sticks in my memory
unforgettable
and I want it
but I know it was just
subconscious dreamland.
It was old
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Future fantasy
I dreamt
it was next year
everyone I loved was there
tall chairs
light work
not reality
everyone
perfect
I woke up and I felt his love
butterfly wings against my cheek
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Infinity
My dread of math -
infinite.
Why must it be so complicated?
Math reasoning may be the authority on your scoring sheets
but it's not the boss of me.
Because there is no math reasoning.
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Friend-stealer
I used to joke
you all were
friend-stealers
stealing him from me
I was
mostly kidding
guess what?
You didn't.
You couldn't.
Nothing could.
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Walking in a line
I
walk
in a
line
between the guys
the preppies
the in-betweens
when brought into anything
I will
high five smile
playful banter
whatever
Loves
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nothing nothing nothing nothing
i can't breathe
but i suck it up and move on
i can't let myself shed any tears because what if i'm weak
i have work to do,
grades come first
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The rain
The rain scares me
intimidates me
loud and imposing and looming
often arriving with thunder
lightning
sometimes power outages
The rain comforts me
soft drizzles rinsing out the hardships
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Safe space
My virtual home
where I can make my words dance and no one can change the choreography
where I can be loved by other people like me
where I can realize that I'm not as alone in the world as I originally thought
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Walking home
This is when all my thoughts merge
into one big cloud
chasing me everywhere
demanding things
this is when I answer
when I walk home
when I contemplate reality
life
existence in general
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Chorus
I shouldn't like it but I do,
a drip of poison or 2.
You love me,
and I love you.
4 years is too long to wait,
I need you now,
let me get a taste.
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cold as ice
brushing fingertips against skin
cold as ice.
lying here, late at night
cold as ice.
the second his sweatshirt was absent