A child's dream in passing

I want to rule the world

but you tried to chase that dream

that dream that was impossible for you to achieve

that showed how you really think

how you're a child

it was bound to happen eventually

the death of a best friend

but now

now is a bad time

on hannukkah

what kind of a miracle is that?

now im miserable

It's December already

I've been alive for over thirteen years

over thirteen years of learning and growing

making mistakes and accomplishing feats

of finding myself and uncovering layers in not only myself