Blue sky's and ocean eyes

Kind and generous 

The best girl for me

An absolutely perfect girl

Yet I threw it away 

 

Her sadness is suffocating 

Her words landed on my heart 

Her tears landed on my shoulder

Burning like acid through my skin 

 

The guilt is wrapping me in a vice grip

Tightening till I can't breathe 

I can't control who I love 

So why am I being punished?

 

I'm drowning in her blues

Each of her cries sinking me deeper 

And as I look up, I see the blue sky fading from view

But I know that soon, I'll be with you 

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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  • Counting backwards

    I'll push my dull heart down

    Anytime you need me to

    And you'll never hear me

    Beg you under my breath 

    Not to leave me

     

    You looked at me

    Like I'm a horrible 

    Burden just now

  • On a scale

    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112