My mind has gone numb
My hands are ice cold
Each day blends into the next
Each word pulls me closer to the edge
Nothing is the absence of something
Nothing is alright with me
The wind blows my hair
The cold air stings my face
My body isn't working
My feet are disobeying me
I stumble unwillingly
I fall in
Fear shoots through my body
Fear tries to snap me out of it
It's pointless to try though
It's already been done
But I don't care
Because I'm falling into nothing
I've recently found myself back in my shell
Pretending to be someone I'm not
And I think I know why.
I've pulled back from people
Only interacting with animals and strangers online
I'm opening my phone
To nothing
No messages, no emails, no missed calls,
All I'm getting is radio silence
The sinking feeling in my heart returned
The one where you know something is wrong
Stinging my eyes
The tears come
Pouring down
Relentlessly.
Still breathing
Still warm
Yet dead
To me
And me alone.
Grief floods me
Again
I'm drowning
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