I Thought I Had Escaped
Looking in the mirror, I am awakening. Have I always needed so much makeup to conceal my eye bags? I am in a haze, and I am off to work, and it is too early in the morning.
Looking in the mirror, I am awakening. Have I always needed so much makeup to conceal my eye bags? I am in a haze, and I am off to work, and it is too early in the morning.
Careful.
Careful.
Careful.
Red.
Red.
Red.
Patience.
Patience.
Patience.
Laughing.
Laughing.
Laughing.
Casimir Aldridge is laughing in my face.
Twelve
Poison.
Poison.
Poison.
Eleven
Hello.
Hello.
Hello.
Welcome to Aldridge Palace, where life is a game, a performance.
Ten
Ten
Ugly.
Ugly.
Ugly.
Nine
Grief.
Grief.
Grief.
Yes, I’ll blame it on the grief.
It’s the grief that’s preventing me from feeling hate.
Eight
Words,
Words,
Words.
Seven
Everything
Everything
Everything
is a blur.
"Where did I put my nuts?" I cry as the parade of daily dogs rolls by "Where could they possibly be?" Growler trots up to my tree, a concerned look on his face "You lose your marbles, Joey?" "NUTS!