Guardian

I was lost, 

I was overflowed with drama, and work

I felt hopeless

Like my life was a repeating cycle of the same things

I had no one to turn to

No shoulder to cry on

All I had was myself

But that wasn’t enough


I needed someone who could comfort me

Someone to tell me everything was going to be okay

I went to bed one lonely night

Overthinking work, and people

I fell asleep peacefully

To the soft silence in my room

I woke up the next morning 

To a bright light peeking through my curtains

Suddenly I felt good

Like something had changed 

I didn’t feel hopeless anymore 


Like someone one had poured out my hopelessness and 

Filled it up with peace and comfort

Then I knew, that feeling when you come 

Inside from the cold dry air

To the toasty warm heat

That was my feeling 

My guardian came to me in my sleep

Filled me with everything I was missing 

For once I felt calm 

For once I could breath 

And for the first time in a long time

I was actually good