Are you aware
what you did?
For the third time?
Once again?
Do you know
how I feel?
Ignored
overlooked
how come?
How come you didn't put in my effort?
How come every time I try, my hard work is not included?
It's absolutely not my fault
I know that
but it's most definitely yours.
Do you know
how much time it took for me to do that?
Do you know
how frustrated I got over it
my only beacon was people enjoying it?
I'm not trying to guilt trip you about this
you should be guilty enough on your own.
it was bound to happen eventually
the death of a best friend
but now
now is a bad time
on hannukkah
what kind of a miracle is that?
now im miserable
It's December already
I've been alive for over thirteen years
over thirteen years of learning and growing
making mistakes and accomplishing feats
of finding myself and uncovering layers in not only myself
Your new-ish house
your dog sleeping on the rug
my family and your family chatting comfortably
your kitchen with your hot chocolate
the fun spinny stools at the kitchen island
that's one of my happy places
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