How did I get here

Who have I been

what kind of a friend am I

who do I really want to be

what do I want

why am I like this

who could I have been

where could I have gone

have known

thought

experienced

felt

learned

from the world around me?

What would I feel like

if I had succumbed to makeup

trending clothes

hateful words?

How have I become this human being

how did I get here?

How did my life lead up to this?

Why am I like this?

What has the world become? 

More by Calico Frost

  • Poetry

    By Calico Frost

    Revival

    It's a band piece

    weird, I know

    it's from last year

    and we only played it in concert once

    but it means a lot to me

    it reminds me of a lot.

    Of Webtoons and authors and demented circuses

  • Poetry

    By Calico Frost

    Me

    How

    do others see me?

    Do they see a girl in gray cargo pants and light blue thermal quarter zip?

    Do they see a friend who loves them despite her crankiness?

    Do they see a quiet awkward girl who prefers books to people?