How did I get here

Who have I been

what kind of a friend am I

who do I really want to be

what do I want

why am I like this

who could I have been

where could I have gone

have known

thought

experienced

felt

learned

from the world around me?

What would I feel like

if I had succumbed to makeup

trending clothes

hateful words?

How have I become this human being

how did I get here?

How did my life lead up to this?

Why am I like this?

What has the world become?