I don't know how to go on

The tears slide down my face 

Faster and faster 

I know it's my fault 

But I can't stop them

Can you go blind from crying in the dark?

 

This isn't a break up 

This isn't even a pause in it

But the words slap me across the face

And leave a sharp sting in my heart

Gotta keep it together even when I fall apart 

 

It's been done

She's moved on 

Yet I can't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

Can I die from a broken heart?

 

I'm so screwed 

I've put myself in the same hell as before 

Of course it won't last

I can already feel the break

Something bad's about to happen 

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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  • Counting backwards

    I'll push my dull heart down

    Anytime you need me to

    And you'll never hear me

    Beg you under my breath 

    Not to leave me

     

    You looked at me

    Like I'm a horrible 

    Burden just now

  • On a scale

    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112