I don't know how to go on

The tears slide down my face 

Faster and faster 

I know it's my fault 

But I can't stop them

Can you go blind from crying in the dark?

 

This isn't a break up 

This isn't even a pause in it

But the words slap me across the face

And leave a sharp sting in my heart

Gotta keep it together even when I fall apart 

 

It's been done

She's moved on 

Yet I can't seem to heal

This pain is just too real

Can I die from a broken heart?

 

I'm so screwed 

I've put myself in the same hell as before 

Of course it won't last

I can already feel the break

Something bad's about to happen 

My rooster all grown up

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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