I know it's wrong

By Bee.Lover

I know it's wrong 

But I'm dreaming of your eyes

I'm cursing to myself 

But I'm drowning in their lies

 

Your voice is deafening like a lullaby 

Your beauty is blinding like the dark

But your eyes are telling lies

Your tone is deceiving me

 

Your lips look like the softest death sentence 

Your hands are the most inviting thorned rose stem

I want to believe that you love me too

But I know I'm wrong 

 

I want to take you in my arms

Im desperate to touch you

I want to kiss you more than anything 

But I know it's wrong

 

We didn't work then

So why would we now?

The words looping in my head

But I'm different now

 

You tried to help me then

And now it's clear that it worked

I would give my last breath to have one more chance 

No labels, no commitments, just one more chance to show you how I've changed and that we'd be good together now

 

But I know it's wrong 

And I know it won't happen 

We aren't meant for each other

But you're meant for me

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