I'm done

They say it will pass

They say I'll feel better 

"Time will fix it"

"Just put her pictures in a shredder"

 

But it's not that easy

To just "move on"

I don't think you ever really can

Yet my name is just another word in her song

 

That's all I am anymore 

A lyric to sing

A name,

A "thing"

 

They never told me breakups could be this hard 

Not the movies or books,

Not my parents 

Who now have strange looks

 

I don't care anymore though 

She's done.

It's over

Yet my grief has still won

 

I know no one will love her the same 

Not like I did

She goes for people who can't 

Like a desperate little kid

 

I'm done.

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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