I've held many creatures
Void of life
But it's never as hard
As when it's your own
No pulse, no
Breathing
Just an empty
Shell that once was
The shock is
The first to rise
Like a wall
Coming crashing in
Then the guilt
Wells up in my mind
"I could have
Done better"
But life still
Carries on
I have things
To get done
You'll always have
A place in my heart
My dear sweet
Guinea pig
RIP Squeaker
I'll push my dull heart down
Anytime you need me to
And you'll never hear me
Beg you under my breath
Not to leave me
You looked at me
Like I'm a horrible
Burden just now
I look in the mirror
Like any girl my age
But I'm repulsed in horror
At what is on stage
I look at those numbers
Wait for them to go down again
114, 113, 112
I know I can't
Wait forever for
That girl to come back
Yet I can't turn
A new page or
Start on a new chapter
I think I need her
I'm so afraid
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