and the pale pink is fading from the morning sky
the same way the words from the song i sang about you
under my misty-cold breath
died on my lips. i wonder if i would've waited forever,
blush climbing up my cheeks and boundless hopes
wild, racing, if i hadn't seen the photos.
i feel my youth
like never before: feel the weight of this child within me,
hold her burden. she can't have you.
you
are something else entirely, something that mustn't care
about me: you
look into another girl's brown eyes and see her future
mapped out like a constellation, ignoring
my messy tangle of what-ifs. you have every right.
now, at least, i won't look for you,
i'll walk down the halls and feel stupid
that i once did, and also sense
my un-held hands like heavyweights. no more wishing
to have something, someone, to fill them, to cup in my palm
and turn the world golden. no more wishing
for you.
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One day someone else will come,
but for now you can enjoy life on your own :) (It's a lot less stress honestly)
Love the heavyweights analogy btw!
My thoughts exactly tbh!! Thank you. :)
Anytime :) <3
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