Postcard to Nowhere

Darling,
I'm going nowhere. I have been for a long time, but now I can fully accept it; now, I can choose to go nowhere. Goals, what are those? I'd rather disappear into translucent clouds and spend a lifetime sailing amongst stars. No one to bother me, no one for me to bother. I'll be all alone, just me and the universe. No responsibilites. Nothing to worry about.
But before I prepare to spend the rest of my life vanishing into nothingness, I have one last question -
Will you join me?
-your lost love
x

star

NH

15 years old

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