Questions

I'm

confused

did I do it

what happened?

You were melancholy earlier

what is going on

what did I miss

was it me?

 

You talk in subtle hints

but what are you hinting at?

you claim things that don't line up with other things you say

are they excuses?

 

We're making assumptions

we're talking for each other

it's not working

we need to say it all on our own

stop beating around the bush!

 

You used to be a brilliant purple light that stung my eyes yet drew me forward

you're like my older sibling

what happened?

Was it me

who did it

what is going on

what did I miss?

 

Why the long face?

What did I miss in the 45 minutes we weren't together?

I'm confused

full past the brim with questions

something is going on

you aren't really telling me

and you're worrying me

I want you to be okay;

please

just say the truth

like, the real truth

not something to satisfy me

to quiet my concern

I'm honestly worried

I want you to be okay

my questions keep coming and I can't stop

can you tell me what's going on?

Calico Frost

VT

13 years old

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  • The rain

    The rain scares me

    intimidates me

    loud and imposing and looming

    often arriving with thunder

    lightning

    sometimes power outages

     

    The rain comforts me

    soft drizzles rinsing out the hardships

  • Safe space

    My virtual home

    where I can make my words dance and no one can change the choreography

    where I can be loved by other people like me

    where I can realize that I'm not as alone in the world as I originally thought

  • Walking home

    This is when all my thoughts merge

    into one big cloud

    chasing me everywhere

    demanding things

    this is when I answer

    when I walk home

    when I contemplate reality

    life

    existence in general