There's a moment

There's a moment in my mind

A calm before the storm

The part of the song where we all fly

Before plunging down to darkness.

 

There's a moment when I can feel my blood

Pounding through every part of me 

To the tune of my heart.

There's a moment when the storm in my body

Cascades around my thoughts

And I am gone.

 

There's a moment I can feel

Where I have truly been lost

Where upon new hopelessness,

I do not cry.

I rebuild.

I strengthen.

My eyes are charged with lightning

My steps sink into the earth

As the wind catches my hair and whips my head up.

 

I will not change for you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

I will not beg for you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

I will not give in to you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

It doesn't matter if it's an act

If I don't get hurt.

This moment

Where I am my anger.

This moment

Where I have lost all outlet

And so I run.

 

There's a moment

Where I forget to care

And it feels so freeing.

The moment steals me

But I do not fight it.

QueenBee

VT

13 years old

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    I think

    I might miss this.

    I might miss your smile

    And the way it feels when you laugh

    And

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    Every morning

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    The second I feel

    Used or neglected

    Abandoned or judged

    Hated or pitied

    Is the second I slip away.

    Even if it's in my own head

    And not real.

    Even if you were trying to love me.

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    When I write,

    It's not so he can read it.

    It's not for my friends to read

    It's not for my teachers

    My acquaintances

    My enemies.

    I don't want

    People to see me.

    I don't want