There's a moment

There's a moment in my mind

A calm before the storm

The part of the song where we all fly

Before plunging down to darkness.

 

There's a moment when I can feel my blood

Pounding through every part of me 

To the tune of my heart.

There's a moment when the storm in my body

Cascades around my thoughts

And I am gone.

 

There's a moment I can feel

Where I have truly been lost

Where upon new hopelessness,

I do not cry.

I rebuild.

I strengthen.

My eyes are charged with lightning

My steps sink into the earth

As the wind catches my hair and whips my head up.

 

I will not change for you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

I will not beg for you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

I will not give in to you.

 

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

Stay strong.

 

It doesn't matter if it's an act

If I don't get hurt.

There's a moment

Where I am my anger.

There's a moment

Where I have lost my outlet

And so I run.

 

There's a moment

Where I forget to care

And it feels so freeing.

The moment steals me

But I do not fight it.

QueenBee

VT

14 years old

More by QueenBee

  • Festival

    Long day

    past where morning sun shines and into the dark huskiness of night

    fluorescent lights beating down 

    then flickering off

    a fanfare

    a reflection

    a redemption

  • Instincts

    Some things are just instinct

    like when I just ran to you

    as soon as I saw you

    and hugged you for -

    oh yeah -

    the first time

    very very platonic of course

    you're my big brother.

  • Flying solo

    Your solo is like sun shining through the clouds in my heart

    it's like a platonic ballad

    it's like you are playing

    through first loves

    and forbidden loves

    and grass in the summer

    and crunchy chips