Unknown feelings

I can't describe this feeling 

It's one I've never known

But I know that it feels bad

And I can feel it in my bones

 

It's a distinct emptiness 

But not a hole or void

This feeling just is

Now it's making me annoyed 

 

Confusion is familiar 

Same as joy and grief

But this lacks all I understand 

I feel like a falling leaf

 

The missing piece 

I now see was a rope

But my hands are unbound 

I feel some future hope

 

I feel free.

Bee.Lover

VT

16 years old

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  • Counting backwards

    I'll push my dull heart down

    Anytime you need me to

    And you'll never hear me

    Beg you under my breath 

    Not to leave me

     

    You looked at me

    Like I'm a horrible 

    Burden just now

  • On a scale

    I look in the mirror 

    Like any girl my age

    But I'm repulsed in horror 

    At what is on stage

     

    I look at those numbers 

    Wait for them to go down again 

    114, 113, 112