I can't describe this feeling
It's one I've never known
But I know that it feels bad
And I can feel it in my bones
It's a distinct emptiness
But not a hole or void
This feeling just is
Now it's making me annoyed
Confusion is familiar
Same as joy and grief
But this lacks all I understand
I feel like a falling leaf
The missing piece
I now see was a rope
But my hands are unbound
I feel some future hope
I feel free.
I've recently found myself back in my shell
Pretending to be someone I'm not
And I think I know why.
I've pulled back from people
Only interacting with animals and strangers online
I'm opening my phone
To nothing
No messages, no emails, no missed calls,
All I'm getting is radio silence
The sinking feeling in my heart returned
The one where you know something is wrong
Stinging my eyes
The tears come
Pouring down
Relentlessly.
Still breathing
Still warm
Yet dead
To me
And me alone.
Grief floods me
Again
I'm drowning
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