I can't describe this feeling
It's one I've never known
But I know that it feels bad
And I can feel it in my bones
It's a distinct emptiness
But not a hole or void
This feeling just is
Now it's making me annoyed
Confusion is familiar
Same as joy and grief
But this lacks all I understand
I feel like a falling leaf
The missing piece
I now see was a rope
But my hands are unbound
I feel some future hope
I feel free.
My world is different
A new place
A new name
Yet still just the same as last year
Still the same crushing sorrow
Still the same grief as last year
I step out into a cool summer night
The air fills my lungs and soothes my anxiety riddled body
I walk out and feel the calm breeze on my torn up skin, wrapping around me like it's comforting my wounds
I've grieved this relationship a million times, a million ways, yet it was always somehow easier because I knew you would come back. I knew how to play my cards so I could be assured that you were hooked as much as I am.
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