Writing

I'm not responsible

And yet I have responsibilities

I'm not my siblings parent

And yet I am expected to parent them

I'm not that smart

And yet I must be right

I'm not mature

You and me have something only I can see,

I have realized it's slowly killing me.

I love you can't you tell?

you're the one that I fell for,

but when I did,

That ship has already sailed he told me,

like I didn't remember he didn't want me.

But I remember quiet clearly that I'm the one he doesn't love,

what hurts me is that I'm still in love with him.

I love you,

I lost you,

I have a really hard time moving beyond you.

But it's okay because you're happier without me,

and I still have our memories,

that should be enough to get me through eternity.

You push my feelings aside,

so they try to hide. 

But I already know you will see them,

my heart is full of mayhem.

Maybe it was my fault,

but the rejection on my heart was assault.

There's a young child sitting on the bench 
Her father sitting next to her 
And they're calm and it's peaceful